| Gggaaaawwwuuuuuaaaabbbbaaaa......(sigh) |
[Sep. 17th, 2006|08:02 pm] |
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| |  Bored...somebody save me... | ] |
Yaaarrrrggghhhhh....I'm bored...
It's been a long time since i posted, but here it goes...
College is alright I guess, not as glamorous or fun
as I expected. Classes aren't too bad, maybe for the exception
of chemistry though-_-;;
Every class, which is twice a week (mondays and fridays)we learn
a chapter in chemistry. And since we don't get enough class time
I end up doing most of the studying by myself. It'll be okay as long
as I don't procastinate, which is my ultimate weakness!!!
Guuaaaa suuuaaa mmmmaaaahhh haaaaaaa(sigh)....I'm bored
Today I've watched the gto drama (good stuff^^ good stuff)to pass some
of the time. The school has this bandwidth limitation thingy. We're restricted
to 2GB a week and streaming movies counts against it. I think even having the
internet on even though you're not using it, counts against it....baka....
I feel kinda lonely out here T_T
Oh, however, I did get to go to an anime club meeting last tuesday.
We watched the first couple of episodes of full metal panic fumoffu
That cheered me up^^
Well, I'm going to go and entertain myself.... or study...I could but...nah... |
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| What am I to believe in??? |
[Apr. 2nd, 2006|12:30 pm] |
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| |  ... | ] |
Wow... I sounded really shallow on my last post... anyway...
My family and I came back from church a couple hours ago.
And like always, I don't really see the point of going. Beside
the fact that I don't get to sleep in of course :P. I guess it's
nice to be faithful since it gives you something to lean on
during hard times. But for me believing in something that may
not even exist is very hard. I guess This could be due to the fact
that I'm a skeptic.
I'm not sure... There's another fly dammit... I feel too lazy to kill
it..Is someone leaving the window open??
Personally, I'm not really sure if the priests have the right to preach
people so much on life. I mean, if you look at the kind of lives that most
priests live, (I'm not saying a some of them don't participate in helping
the community) they live mostly isolated from the real world.
They will never know what it is like to have been married and to have had
children. They will probably never know what it will be
like to have your children come home pregnant, drunk, stoned, or not come
back at all because they died in some car accident.
I'm babbling -_-...I'm just so confused on what to believe in... |
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| Birthdays and flys |
[Apr. 2nd, 2006|11:58 am] |
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| |  ... | ] |
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| | Alice humming | ] |
Katie's B-day party last night was fun^_^ I got to see everyone
together (yay!!!!) Hannah, Katie, a girl whose name I can't remember
at this moment -_-; and I played ping pong, or as Hannah put
it, "ULTIMATE PING PONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Ah! There's an annoying tiny fruit fly flying around my head......
Let's see if I can get it.... Yes!!! caught it!! I bet there isn't
a lot people out there who can catch tiny fruit flys with their
bare hands "bwa ha ha ha ha...ha...ha......eeewwwwwww.... There's stuff on
my hands...I'm gonna go wash my hands.... |
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| Bad bad day....ㅜ_ㅜ |
[Mar. 31st, 2006|04:45 pm] |
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| |  boohoo | ] |
I'm very glad today is oovvvverrrrr......
I had a really bad day-_-
The first half was fine I guess but then I totally messed
up my sociology presentation. I'm always nervous about getting
in front of people, but today I flipped out.
Me: Teenagers experience new things, and it usually involves relationships.
Not just the romantic kind, but also Famil-Family.....
And the rest was basically down hill.
Then my throat kinda closed off and I couldn't say anything. When I did try
to say something it was mostly gibberish.
I was such a dork and even said, "Sorry I'm having a panic attack."
And after I presented the song I escaped back to my seat wanting to bang my head on
my desk. The song I played was "Knock a little harder" which I adore and
is from cowboy bebop. Now whenever I listen to it I will forever be embarrassed-_-...
plus when I got home I realized I had a piece of kiwi (which I had during lunch)
seed stuck in my front teeth... To think I've been going around smiling with the
black seed stuck in my teeth!!!!
I know compared to other people's problems theses are small, but today
was not Annie's "happy" day. Nope, definitely not..
I hope nothing else happens... |
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| Can't wait till winter break!!! |
[Dec. 19th, 2005|07:24 pm] |
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| |  Grr.... | ] |
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| | Christmas carols... or something like that... | ] |
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGHHHH!!!
I want my video card!!!!!
I wanted it... Like in August and my dad's been pushing it back
saying things like, "I'll think about it" or "Let's talk about it later".
Ah ha ha... and he pushes me to get things done as soon as possible.
I feel like sobbing and screaming out of frustration :(
I want to play Final Fantasy Xi (sob... sob...sob)
AARRRRRRRRRRGH!!
Oh yeah! I gave blood while I was at the hospital today
And guess what? I got into Penn State main campus (Tee hee!!)
AAAAAAARRRGHHHHHHHHHHH!!
ME WANT VIDEO CARD!!!!! |
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| My letter... |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|03:44 pm] |
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| | Shivers... | ] |
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| | Gorgeous in... | ] |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In January I set ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) mandaringirl's puppy on fire (-66 points). In August I gave triggur a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). Last Monday I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). Last Tuesday I helped taitogurl across the street (6 points). Last month I bought porn for momochinka (10 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-131 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich!
Sincerely,
shabu_sama |
Yeah!! Rival gang Shoot outs!! |
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| Miyavi |
[Dec. 8th, 2005|03:25 pm] |
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| | Bored!! | ] |
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| | The Domestic Fucker Family | ] |
Yeah... |
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| Hmmm.... |
[Oct. 1st, 2005|02:54 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
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| | la la la... | ] |
something really weird happened today at the hospital.
I was making a patients bed.. Everything was fine...
Then One the patients husband was like, "I think I know you.."
Me: "I don't believe I've seen you anywhere before"
Man: "Do you play golf?"
Me: "uh... no" (I don't play ANY sports for that matter)
Man: "I know, You must be Michelle Wei!!"
He said it like it was some kind of revelation.
I just stood there with an expression of "HUH???" on my face.
I thought the guy was joking, but he was dead serious.
(For those who doesn't known who she is: A 16 year old Korean golfer who is
from Hawaii. Supposedly does very well in golf...etc...etc)
It toook me about 10 minutes to convince him that I was NOT this Michelle Wei...-_-
And when I was done and was heading out the room the man jokingly said, "Hope you have a great golfing season."
And the room kinda blew up with laughter.
Four poeple (not including me) laughing there heads off can be pretty loud...
And I went out with a frozen expression on my face going "Ha...ha... ha..." |
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| The Morgue... |
[Sep. 30th, 2005|11:30 am] |
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| | happy | ] |
The Morgue tour today was really great.
We first met up at the class room and headed toward the hospital.
Our teacher told us to leave everything behind, so when we were outside
It was soooo cold (I only had scrubs on -_-).
So we made our merry way to the Morgue, but it was really weird because the room was actually just
below the newspaper stand room, where I usually get the paper for the patients (creepy...)
The Tour guide-sort-of-person was actually one of the people who performed the autopsies and he went on talking about his work.
While he was talking I kept staring at this rusty looking stain that was on the floor near the drain.
It looked like something out of Resident Evil (lol).
There was a metal table that looked like a sink, which I assumed was the autopsy table. Everything was clean and bright (sort of), nothing like a room That I had imagined (except the suspicious looking stain...).
Then...we put on the gloves...
He first opened a container and held out a heart.
It was kinda bleached out cuz it was umm...aged
I got to hold it^_^. It was already sliced up a bit so I was able to
opened it up and look into all the valves.
Then I asked,"Is the yellow stuff outside the heart, fat?"
and he answered, "yes. In fact, it is."
This guy must have been having McDonalds everyday or something
Because there was fat and alooooot of it.
After that, he opened another container which had brains.
The brain itself was actually smaller then I thought it would be.
The tour guide said it had been in the morgue for about 7 years, which explained it's
bleached outness and the stiffness.
When I got to hold it, it was surprisingly heavy. I felt all the bumpiness and turned it
over to look at the bottom (sigh) it was really cool.
My nose started itching after that and I had to rub it against my shoulder since I didn't want any brain juice on my face...
Then...
We headed over to this huge refrigerator (the kind you find it restaurant kitchens and etc.).
The guide opened it up and there were three corpses lying in a neat row.
And a funny smell...anyway..
There were thin sheets that covered them so we could only see the outline of there bodies. But I could see there were tags on them. Probably identification.
well, that was my morning^_^
It was so worth waking up at 6 on an in service day |
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[Sep. 24th, 2005|09:15 am] |
MY MEDICINE
Lyrics: Lori Fine (COLDFEET)
Music: Minami Yasuhiro
Walking down the street tonight
Like every night nowhere to go
No one on the street tonight
And no one waiting up at home
Watching as my cigarette is spinning smoke into the wind
Watching as the time goes by
I think about the fix I'm in
Only you can come to save me
Being all alone has made me shake down
Break down
Give me everything I'm missing
Give me deep and soft, sweet kissing
Touch my skin
My medicine
All I want is you to hold and comfort me come on you're
My medicine
When I'm feeling lost and weak you're what I'm wishing give me
My medicine
I can feel a passion from my one affliction
Loving him is medicine
I got hooked on your love nicotine, yeah
Walking down this lonely road
I found you spinning up like smoke
You don't even have to chase me
Waiting for so long has made me stressed up
Messed up
Give me everything I'm missing
Give mee deep and soft, sweet kissing
Touch my skin
I'm giving in you're
My medicine
All I want is you to hold and comfort me come on you're
My medicine
When I'm feeling lost and weak you're what I'm wishing give me
My medicine
I can feel a passion from my one affliction
Loving him
Loving him is medicine
My medicine, yeah
Loving him is medicine
My medicine, yeah
Loving only him is medicine
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This song is from the upcoming movie "Nana", Starring Mika Nakashima (yay!!).
And it's based on manga "Nana" by Ai Yawaza.
I Abosolutely Adore Nana!!!
She is sooo my role model!
Ok...^^ I guess that's enough for now...
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| Blah... |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|02:52 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | I'm so bored -_- (boo hoo hoo) | ] |
Wow, there seems to be so much going on in my friends lives.
Everyone is like DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA
and I'm just kinda out there somewhere going with the flow
and everything...
I'm so bored!!!! |
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| Starwberry gallery!!! |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|03:12 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
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| | My medicine | ] |
I think I'm obsessed with my dog ^^
Bwahahahahaha...That was when she tried to eat the camera
Strawberry and her current Favorite toy |
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| Lazzzzzinesssss |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|02:39 pm] |
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| | lazy | ] |
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| | My medicine | ] |
Everyone in my family's been in a crappy mood today.
Why? (shruggs) I dunno, but it's really annoying... pooie...-_-
My mom was annoyed this morning and kept on criticizing everything, Angela Kept putting her headphones on so I had to repeat everything several times, my dad's going around slamming the door, and Alice is acting like... Alice...
But I don't feel much affected by it and I'm just lying around doing nothing.
I should be studying... but that's beside the point.
I saw a really fat dog go by my house this morning. My dog was lying near me and I just kind of stared at her for a sec (she kind of stared back , but only for like 3 seconds since she has a really short attention span... but then again it might not really be staring since 3 seconds is a really short amount of time... but it could be staring since animals can't... why am I rambling on???) and got really paranoid. So I took Strawberry and was about to get of the chair when I saw my sisses playing outside. So naturally, I called out to them and out went Strawberry.
Wow, I'm really lazy... Oh well ^^ |
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| Post Otakon |
[Aug. 23rd, 2005|09:58 pm] |
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| |  Nyah....-_- | ] |
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| | Glamorous Sky | ] |
Yeah... Otakon was great (ha ha there's really not much to say about it)
I think the cosplaying part was the highlight though. There wasn't much time to do anything else ^^.
The only thing that really pisses me off is all those pictures that flew away when my computer died on me last night ㅜ_ㅜ(sigh). But thanks to Jess (I love You!!!) I've gotten a great picture of the sound group and me...biting sasuke.
My friends wanted me to go up and bite a random sasuke cosplayer and I was like, "Uhhh...no unless I get there permission..."
Yeah, I can imagine Orochimaru going, "Sasuke, could I possibly put a teeny puncture on the area of your neck, please?" XD heh heh
I didn't want to be a bad sport so I said if they could find a willing cosplayer, I would come up with something. And within two seconds they delivered me a somewhat confused looking one. I just kinda sighed (I do that a lot) and leaned forward in a biting position. I felt kinda bad for the other guy since I was like breathing on his neck and everything, which was probably unpleasant. The whole event was totally out of character for me, but it was a pretty amusing. |
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| Don't feel like typing |
[Jun. 24th, 2005|08:14 am] |
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| | Sigh... | ] |
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| | blah blah | ] |
Oh gods, it's been a long time...-_-
I'm so lazy, anyway.... Happy summer vacation to Everyone!!!
(Even though it's been what...two weeks since it started?^^) |
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| Yon-sama!!! |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|06:58 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | 처음 | ] |
I just finished watching the kDrama 겨울연가
Also known as Winter Sonata
And as you can see I've changed my theme once again!!!
Check out my Background!!!
Here's a little profile of him
Name : Bae Yong-jun
Date of Birth : August 29. 1972.
Birthplace : Mapo, Seoul
Height : 181 cm
Weight : Flexible weight as altering the cast...
Blood Type : Type O
Family : Father, Mother, Sister
Graduated : Il-mun preschool/ Myung-il elem./ Baejae mid./ Hanyoung high./
attending to FTM(Film,TV&Multimeadia) in school of art of Sungkyunkwan University
Awards : Rookie award of 1995(KBS), Valuable actor award and Popularity award of 1996(KBS),
Popularity award of 1997. 2002 (BackSang Award)
Hobbies : enjoys Fishing, Reading and Watching Movies
Specialties : Swimming, Water-skiing, Snow-board, Bowling and Kendo
Favorite looks : Jeans, Gym suits, Headgear, Sun glasses Goals : Film director, professor
Car owned : Black Equus
Drinking Capacity : 2 bottles of Soju
For relaxing : Exercise |
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| Hen desu wa |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|02:48 pm] |
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| | weird | ] |
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| | Exodus 2004 | ] |
I had the weirdest experience last Saturday...
My family goes to mass on Saturdays and it annoys the hell out of me
because we should go to the one on Sunday.
anyway
Like I said I was in church listening to the Homily.
(To those who do not know what a Homily is, it is a kind of like a
lecture, which a priest gives)
And the priest started to talk about this guy (who I'll name Bob since I forget the name...-_-)
Now Bob was a boy who did not do well in school and probably
had the lowest Physics grade in history. He was also very bad in sports and made his golf team screw up.
Now around this point I was becoming very depressed with this story.
I thought the priest would say something like "He began to go to church and he
began excelling in school!!!" But it was not to be...
He actually said, "Now Bob had one things he could do very well and that was..."
Pause for a sec kay? You know how sometimes when you're listening to someone, you try to guess there next word and you get it right? Well, that's what happened.
I was kinda like, "Draw?"
And the priest said, "...draw"
For a second I froze. I know it sounds really corny, but please bare with me.
Then he went on saying.
"He submitted a cartoon to his school, but it was rejected... Later on in his life he submitted a cartoon to Disney, but was rejected again."
I was kinda like WTF, what your point?
The he said, "He later became the author of the Little Peanuts (Charlie Brown, Snoopy etc.)"
For the oddest reason my eyes began to leak and I started to cry.
I kept feeling like he was talking about me.
I wasn't crying because I was sad. I think I was "touched". I don't know, it was so strange.
And there I was sitting in church balling, but I balled quietly so I don't think no one noticed.
Then my nose began to run and I kept on sniffing and the lady next to gave me this look like I had the plague or something.
Hen desu wa |
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| Dokdo!!! |
[Apr. 5th, 2005|06:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | infuriated | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | South Korean Anthem | ] |
독도는 우리땅!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|04:07 pm] |
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| |  creative | ] |
I got pretty bored and started making avatars from wallpapers I found from various websites.
My favorite will have to be Kyo giving someone the finger.
It's my present user picture
So cool!!
Dir En Grey
"Embryo"
Those who don’t change, those who continue rotting
those who continue dying, those who I loved, return them all
those who continue being born, those who are giving birth
those who sin, it begins from people’s pain
Those who continue dying, the thing that continues smiling as it is born
The sad face bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye Mother
Many people in the middle of the night notice
People in the middle of the night unknowingly hurt, I am alone
Without a face there is no group
Without a face, swallow
Look, even now my crushed heart looks ready to burst
I just want to sleep, held in warm arms
My sweet mother smile
The warm sleep at last
Deadly sweet mother smile
In the middle of night let’s seize the pain and sleep
I didn’t have that freedom, in my freedom
The free wall I… return all those I loved
That piece of my mind I want to tell that person
In that I will loose my freedom
Those who continue dying, those who continue having a happy face as they are born
The sad face bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye mother
Many people in the middle of the night notice
People in the middle of the night unknowingly hurt, I am alone
My sweet mother smile
The warm sleep at last
Deadly sweet mother smile
In the middle of night let’s seize the pain and sleep
My sweet mother smile
The warm sleep at last
Deadly sweet mother smile
I too shall freely separate at the end |
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| Orochimaru?? |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|02:55 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
I'm practicing on the make up for Orochimaru.
It does'nt look too bad....Hmm
My sister suggested that I should thicken the lines. Maybe...
I took this picture last night. And tried to avoid my parents since they'd be like,
"WTF!! What's wrong with you!"
Maybe not exactly that way....
As you can see I'm a bit awkward at drawing my eyes.
Especially the right one...
Back to practice!!! |
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